Never one to be silent, I laughed out loud . In not trying to laugh, I made a embarrassing moment even worse . When people turned around, I covered my mouth and pretended I was coughing instead. All choked up . Funerals aren’t supposed to be sad . They are meant to celebrate life and not mourn the end of one . I didn’t get to say goodbye to my grandfather before he died. So he said it for me in a Willie Nelson song. “On the road again “ is the reason I smiled ,then laughed at my truck driving grandfather’s funeral.